So tired ..

Jun 5, 2006

im back..is it really me?

this is really weird..i stopped blogging cos blogdrive died on me....dunno why all of a sudden...its all back.

oh well...its been HALF a Year!!!...like wth..so much time as passed..but nothing much as changed...smth to be sad or happy about?..i also dunno.

update on my life.

like any other sad sporean uni student..i trudged my way thru the last half of year one..goin to uni was a drag...when i sae trudge..what i mean is..literally drag,,my lifeless body to school every morning..hurhur..i can feel people screaming at me now..cos i get to wake up like half an hr b4 lesson time and still make it 10 secs b4 lecturer starts his boring drawl.

all thanks to wheels...since we are on to the wheels topic...im sick of driving..ive become the designated chauffeur of the family..i guess having the car 24/7 means its an obligation to send the sis and bro and mom everywhere...we all know that too much of something kinda sucks...so yeah..i really would rather be driven arnd.

directions have been a real big big problem for me anyway....now big here is an understatement..........

1. went on the expressway in order to get to zouk..when i stay like next to zouk.

2. making more than 3 repetitive rounds around cbd area...it was like some bermuda triangle..i blardee couldnt get out of that place.

3. today, i took 700A from newton mrt..hoping to drop at dunearn road..only to miss my bus stop after scgs...and guess what..the bus NEVER stopped for like 20 mins..cos it just went on and ON and ON..on some expressway that LED to cck or woodlands or some weird ulu place..had to take a 10 buck taxi ride...to dunearn..thats like..a 2 way fare from my place to dunearn and back.

and more.

gah...more 'pekchek-ing' is that..whenever i do take a bus nowadays..i NEVER remember to tap the damn card...so..like wth..my save money efforts alwaes backfire...i dunno whats up man..i remind myself like 1000 times when i board and only to realise i forget like half an hr after alighting.

P.S....i DO still take public transport..just that with the MRT there isnt the hassle of remembering to tap..since thats the only way to get out of the station..and i do take the mrt more i guess.

so hmm..exams came and went..results were....a mix of the As Bs and Cs..ive resigned to the fact that i just aint smart enough to battle the brains of the future pharmacists..so yeah..pass can already la right.

then came the holidays...which have been tiring but good.

BTW..my msn nick states 'laptop in pieces'..cos..it really is..the screen that is...its like fuzzy..well..someone in my family decided to throw it in a fit of anger..and yeah..2.3 K just went crashing down on the floor..i really dunno what to sae la..whose fault..i also dun wanna care..i just WANT all my SHOWS back..the pirate in me has never ceased to exist..and i had hell aLOt of downloaded stuff in dere i hadnt watched...ah wtf..thinking of this just makes me feel like crying.

anyhow..heres what i have watched since...like i finished all the epis in each season ok..power.

1. next top model..SEASON SIX..HARHARHAR..now pls..tell me who has watched this man

2. GREYs Season 2

3. OC Season 3

4. desperate Season 2

5. Project runway Season 2...i stopped like at epi 8 i think

6. MANY MANY movies..

7. 8th and ocean

so like now i have nothing to do...i normally spend the few hrs before i sleep watching lappie..now i have NOTHING TO DO!!!!!

haha anyway..i aint that kiam ok...i still go and eat popcorn and watch movies in cinema ok!!..like 4 of them in the past 2 weeks..

dun intend to work this holiday or for any other holiday..tuition and mommy will prob just have to support this lazee ass until it is necessary for me to be up before 730am every single weekday.

now on to the main point why pple do read my blog..which is..FOOD.hurhur...ive been trying new places for the past many months and lets sae im running out of places to eat.

for starters...CARLS junior is now my fave fast food place..tho uber burger still serves better burgers...carls just rawks my world as well.

ok some pics just for the fun of it.

AH FREAK..i just realised all my pics are in my lappie..OH SHIT..the hard drive better be still ok...all my PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..im gonna kill myself now.

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Dec 3, 2005

i had fun!

im back im back...with lotsa updates..

lets see..

exams finally over..i screwed up food and health..like tons of mcq questions..and i deliberately dint learn the exact no. of serving of diff food groups u need..so like 5 diff mcq on the whole pyramid..and i got only 1 of them correct...and more others which im too sian to talk abt already...

physiology wasnt as bad as i expected it to be..i got 38.8 PERCENT for CA..so that has pulled down my grade by dunno how much already..30 percent ok...i just dun wana retake it again!

anatomy was by far the best paper of the 5 i took..i literally puked out all that i managed to pile into this loussee brain of mine...i felt so liberated and free after that...

so watched harry at night after the last paper..drove the peeps down to catch it..ate sushi at this horrid place in cine..it was too cheap to be true..and yeah..AWFUL..wing-s udon tasted like meepok soup..anyway..nothing could have been worse then finding ur car being pooped on by more den 50 birds..ok..maybe it was 2 birds who pooped at least 25 times..or 5 that shitted 10 times..whatever it was..it WAS HELL BAD..so off to the car wash the next morning...was a horrifying traumatising experience..so heres a piece of advice..never park under a tree..ESP the tree at the somerset carpark.

highlight of the past few days has to be pharm chalet..it turned out tons better than 2pid freshman O camp...and i only went for the first night!!!...late night cycling!!!!..from like ten plus til 5!!!..it was my 2nd time riding a bike after a one year hiatus..(if u remember..val and cheang risked their lives teaching me on my bdae last yr)..and ive got a momento from it...5 ohbakaks..and a scraped KNEE..cos i stupidly jam braked when i saw a huge puddle of water...duno why..im like even proud of it..been showing it off to my dad and mom and sis and bro..buahhaha

til today..my buttt is still so pain.

watched saw 2 at 12 am last night..dint park under any tree..but still managed to get 5 birddie poop..that place........is DAMNEd.

the show was not too bad!...i love sadistic shows..ahhaa..its so gory..but i LIKE.

guess what!...mel came up with idea right smack in the middle of 4 road lanes...i mean..the HUGE trucks and cars which speed by every once in a while makes it all so exciting dun u think...a mild adrenaline rush...we spent most of the time riding on the left side of the road...eXcept mad guys who tot the road was theirs and road right smack in the middle..not to forget..Humji chel was the only one on the pavement half the time..and there was once..i shouted..'CAR!!'..she started wobbling immediately..it was kinda funny cos i witnessed it ALL!

wobbly woman and i at changi village...ok..wobbly woman doesnt sound very gd...ahaha..neh neh ni poo poo

3 of us...prob at one of the many pit stops we made.

took quite a no. of group shots..but with other pple..so they will be up once i get hold of them...in the mean time...its SLACKING time!!!partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i wish.

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Nov 15, 2005

i love my taiwan hunks

its been a loong long time...but dun worry..nothin much has changed.

now lets see why.
1. still watchin at least 3 hrs of lappie a day. only difference is what i watch..which now includes epis and epis of taiwanese dramas!!!!...like OU XIANG JU....hahaha...done with wang3 zi3 bian4 qing1 wa1 AKA frog prince...currently on epi 8 of KISS...and epi 4 of the jap meteor garden...

oh and theres...britain and america-s next top model..lost..OC...DH

not to forget..kang1 xi1 lai2 le...thats some variety show hosted by 2 super funny taiwanese peeps..xiao S and dunno who la...but its freaking funny

2. STILL flipping thru tons of shitty notes and freaking out over the upcoming exams...10 days starting friday..SIGH...enough said.

so little time left..but there-s a limit to how much i can take in at a go...

3. late late late nights AKA earlee earlee mornings..so i wake up earliest 12pm..nows that life.

4. home has just been the only place i frequent....or maybe the only place u can find me..cos i dun go anywhere else but home.

anyway...been driving to town and back a few times already....i love it..i love it

oh yeah..guess what.

i wrecked my dad-s uber new car..the front part is like assymetrical now..its so sad..i feel so bad...ive gotten over it already..hahaha..but i nearlee died when it happened la.
STUPID holland v shopping centre underground carpark..bloody small..bloody cramp..my car so uber fat...so i rammed into a parked even larger family car while reversing.

now here-s a new addition to my life.

i used to abhor eating sushi..i neber liked raw salmon...now..jap food-s the only thing i ever think of...after chocolate that is....i love sushi tei man....yummy yummy yummy!!!!!!!...guess pple do change.

took some pics in school 3 weeks ago i reckon.

my fav einstein NITA...darryl..and moi ( NB : darryl, this doesnt mean ya not a fav fren!..hehe )

melody and edwin..thank you ' I WIN ' for all the notes man!

melody and me!

okok...been an hr since i stopped drug action mugging..shall do some physical pharm practice..and start my lappie watching!!!!!!!!....

i just hope and pray ill pass physio exam.

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Oct 23, 2005

too late too much

oh god please save me....nothing is going into my brain.

physiology truly rocks man....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..its like i go on and on trying to memorise the autoregulation of our cardio system...only to realise ive forgotten how it actually functions.

watched half of season 2 of OC in a span of 30 hours..plus dh season 2..dh is freaking drama la i tell u...i laugh like hell in front of my lappie in the middle of the night...oh well.

this weekend has been terribly terribly lazee...left the house only 2 out of 7 days..to get myself to that dreaded hell hole we all call UNI...i could live like this forever..only problem is that i would balloon to a unimaginable size and wouldnt be able to get out of the house...hmm..now that isnt a problem anymore..cos it would be what i wanted anyway.

yadda yadda

oh...i took a dengue fever test on wed...muahhaa..kenna stapled..i dint dare look at the blood that was oozing out of my pointy..it was kinda cool la..ok..erps..what m i talking abt.

tzeyong..im posting this for u...got damn sick of blogging already.

its just too much left to mug and too late for anything to go in..SIGH..shld just go and sleep and face the music tmr..just hate the kind of feeling u get when u set ur eyes on those 'please choose 3 out of 4 essay' questions ( 10 marks each )..and realise..SHIAT..i forgot to study that..or...how to speelll?...or...ok..10 words down...now what else?

bah.

to make things worse..anatomy test on thurs gonna be another mega cramming session...with all those unheard of technical terms...that make me doubt whether or not i copied the right word with the right spelling.

is it prostacyclin or prostacylin?...its printed both ways on diff slides of the same topic..NOW..u tell me how to study?!?!

heres smth to rejoice abt tho..my dad-s goin australia next week to play golf....soooooooo.....the car the car the car the car..will be allll mine..muahhaha...thing is...would i even wanna go out that much to even make full use of it?..sigh.

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Oct 16, 2005

overactive tear ducts?

im positive the sinuses ( aka the holes ) posterior to the surface of my skin are overly active.

pardon the use of incorrect anatomical terms..cant really seem to get the positions of any organ of what so ever correct..i have problems visualing stuff i cant see upfront.

i teared throughout the whole of last light while watching HOUSE..the endings of each of the 3 epis were so sad.

i am tearing now due to the incessant yawning i cant seem to stop...just watched like more than 2 hrs of britain-s next top model.

i should be tearing later cos there-s a bloody test tmr which i am so insecure abt i think studying anymore would not make any difference.

its been raining for the past 5 hrs i reckon..gosh...is that sumone up there suffering from hyperactive tear ducts too?..STOP raining man..its too cold and my limbs are starting to ache..rheumatism?..haha no..its prob cos ive been lying on my chest for too long a time now.

shucks...there-s this acute pain in my head..ouch ouch ouch ouch.

brother-s bdae tmr..that idiot is playing some comp game and he has english exam tmr....AIYO...it runs in the family.

i bloody love bit torrent to bits.

ohyes..abt the ghostly disappearance of my 700 odd bucks...er...it was actually a consolidated amnt..cos i hadnt updated my passbook..yup...so i am currently..VERY VERY VERY poor.

GAH.

tautomerism, diasteriomerism, enantiomerism.

which reminds me..i haven done my functional food project yet..ah BLOOOooooOOoddddY.

NB : i got sick of changing the colors of each line.

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Oct 11, 2005

what ever happened to studying?

anatomy test
physiology test
drug action test
physical pharmacy test
lab reports
food and health project

WTF.

just got back from town...my legs are literally numb from the 3 hours non stop walking..other than that..nothin else interesting happened..freaking boring la.

i think i just wanna stay home forever and ever.

even triple choc brownie from brownie factory was tasteless. even fav kueh from bengawan seemed bland.

food and health at 8am tmr..dun think i wanna go.

im pmsing..ahh..what the hell.

what the hell is wrong with me.

i hate uni. i hate studying. i hate everything.

ok maybe not everythin..cos there-s this exception called THE SHOPPING and GOSSIPING and MISCELLANOUS gang.

here goes.

tzeyong, me, chel, xin..ok..so i just named us TSGM GANG

blurry blurry pic..but i still like.

mr doctor to be..who-s embarking on a neber heard b4 diet...HAHA.

ok..now i LOVE this pic.

its 1045 pm..i was supposed to start mugging at 1pm. AHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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Oct 10, 2005

not too bad weekend

i guess its due to my non existent weekends..the one that just passed kinda perked me up a lil..haven clubbed in awhile..so i guess those few hours at indochine certainly livened my life a lil...:)

hmm...it was a j1 party..kinda..can u imagine?..like prebuscent lil 17 year olds..i felt like some old aunty la... A certain eye candy...super super cute...haha..been accused of turning paedophilic..haha..but i wouldnt mind just for this certain person..woohoo...X doesnt even look like he-s older den me man..plus X-s got the whole package..gosh..i think its prob cos ive been surrounded by a few immatured guys in my klass who have nuthin else better to do..they are like already 21 btw..so anything just a lil better would fit the bill!!..haha..but trust me..X aint just a lil better...haha...ok i shld just quit giggling.

thank god the judokas were there tho..they went nuts ordering so much stuff and getting high and all that..dint drink at all cos dint really see the need to..dint even succumb to the temptation of playing drinking games and all those ultra hot flaming lambos..

i really like indochine...aiyo..ive got 4 upcoming tests in the next 2 weeks..god save me..there isnt even time to fit in my exercise schedule..yasmin told me theres IVP netball training on thurs..i relly wanna join...haven touched the ball in like eons..but i noe i have it in me..thinking of the times i loved sports...i wanna go back to the time where playing bball or netball was like 2nd nature to me...sigh...im just getting too tired and lethargic all the time.

saddening.

im dlin corpse bride!!..muahahaha...yay.

oh..something really weird happened..some unknown force withdrew 700 bucks from my bank account after depositing 200 yesterday...weird thing is..i neber even stepped out of the house yesterday...really cocked up u noe POSB..what are ya all trying to do....even more funny is that..i dont remember having 700 bucks inside!!!...muahaha..even worse is that i have 26 bucks left. ERPS....dunno why its not really bothering me..maybe cos i knoe there-s my dear parents to fall on if i really do go broke..i neber had that much money in there anyway...hahas.

sibei sian la..need to go do physiology notes liao...10 more percent of corpse bride to go..plus top model later....come on tracy.

ill be back!

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Oct 8, 2005

lovely week

made aspirin....forgot what the chemical name is..oh..acetyl salilylic acid..cant wait to make more more more drugs!!

2 lovely lovely new additions to my ever so boring life.

1. '50 buck for life' driving licence

2. spanking new and shiny fujitsu.

haha...the brand makes it sound like a car..i WISH..just a laptop...actually not JUST...its my own private TV RADIO PHONE...haha..bit torrent rocks..im at epi 2 of lost season 2..and epi 3 is on its way into the harddrive!!!...

i managed to connect my modem to my laptop...so now i dun need to leech the wireless of pple living in proximity!!!...

ok..back to item no 1..8 freaking points!!!..am i good or what..i was flawless in my circuit lor!!..first time in my life..like during warm up i nearly kerbed during vertical parking..so 2 points was for not signaling in time..and 6 for not slowing down when approaching road hazards..la la la la...so the papa has been giving me lessons nearlee everyday..damn scaree to drive alone la i think..not confident yet..parking with real cars is gonna be the bane of my existence...i need POLES..but yah..i cant like like have 2 in the boot anytime soon right?..haha

everyone-s like shocked i get to drive my dad-s car already..i mean..fine..its not like some super dua merz or bmw or whatever..but hello..............what the hell is a licence for if ya not gonna use it?!...spending 2k for something like that..u oughta make full use of it right?!..nonsensical man..still ask 2pid qn.

ohno...i have like a million gazillion CAs in 2 weeks time..and im no where near like prepared...started on some notes already..but i still have tons left to go..dint do too badly for my last 2 CAs..so i better not like get shiitty marks man..spent the whole afternoon watching VH1 weekend on MTV...theyve got a cool lineup on saturdays..hollywood all access..cribs..Dtour..blahblah...den was lost..and now im surfin..and gonna head out soon...its been long long time since i got my fat butt to town....

btw there-s a whole bunch of movies out..but one i gotta catch is APRIL SNOW..wah..BYJ madness..its all coming back to me now!!!i saw his pic on 8 days and was like..FAINT..MELT..ok..i just have this thing for bespectacled..tall..muscles..yadda yadda..stop it..i dont shop at NTUC or pluck tau geh..

here-s a damn ugly pic of me..its too candid to be true..the guys in my fac are hopelessly spastic..oh..btw we have to wear lab coats and ugly huge goggles in lab..and got to tie HAIR!! (eh chelseA!..why u neber tie hair.!!..later kenna from chui again!!)..but for this lab dun relly need..oh and that piece of machine there is..er..smth that measures surface tension..hahahas..see my huge earring?..they wanted to hang some part of the machine on it..

lameass convos associated with that happen when ya stuck in a stuffy hot place for 3 hrs with nuthing else but chemicals and whatnot surrounding u.

wah shit..i just realised i accidentally closed my bit torrent dl thing...and it stopped for awhile!!!...no no..im just so LOST in you LOST!!!

ok..thats it...indochine lateR?..heard the band-s fab.

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Oct 2, 2005

help help save the blog

i think i lost my blogging streak..i dunno how to start anymore...all i can think of is protein, carbo, fat and vitamin A

and NO..its not cos im a health freak...2pid project is due on friday..consists of a 7 day meal analysis..like WTH..i suddenly have a TOO good to be true diet..i mean..who eats apples at breakfast and 4 pm?..together with tofu and blanched spinach for dinner??...hahahas..ME ME..well for practicality purpose..i inserted MaCs Big Mac and Sizzler stuff here and there...i freaking hate projects la..so much for honesty.

past month has been quite hella ride...with the tests and homework piling up..new fetish tho..KBOXing!!!!..yeah not kickboxing..but KArOKE!!!...sick of amore already..3 more lessons b4 membership expires..and i plan to muster the strength to get myself down a few days b4 then..till then..TV and more TV still at my top list of priorities..yeah whats new!?

LOST..im so LOST in you man..i watched like 23 epis of the first season..the last one left..with tzeyong...and season 2!!!!!...pls tell me how you get that body SUN..and also your legs SHANNON..and your chio pelvic bones KATE!....i cried in sch after watching epi 23..the part where the raft left...super embarrassing..i was like 'hurry hurry tissue paper..the whole world's gonna think im suffering from depression'...muahahahaha

driving test-s tmr..sure fail lor...kenna sai...so sian so sian..i dun wan to practise anymore la..so boring...i NEED my licence!!!!

oh oh..more fetishes coming.. J J LIN!!!!!...wahhhh..his songs rock man...

ok i dunnno what to say already.

lets let the pics do the talking!!!!!!..tho i doubt anyone-s gonna be seeing them cos the blog has been stagnant for too long..oh well..you did come dint u?muahahhaa...my fujitsu is coming..so ill prob have lotsa time with it..and start blogging again!!!..yay.

yixin hanyan and me at.....ahpek ah mah marbled wall place...kbox la dui.

yixin and i..woohoo such a cool cool pic..with the mic in the foreground as as in the backdrop..now who wanna sing nexT??? ME ME!!!

candid shot thats just...so...CANDID..haha..coolness..me, ty, xin, yingquan..looks kinda posssessed

me : when the hell is it gonna be my turn??
ty : haha..neh neh ni poo poo..no one-s gonna take the mic from me
xin : taking pics ar?...some more some more!
yq : shit..i think some force is trying to get into me..im getting possessed!!

AHAHAHAHAHA..so much for thinking out aloud.

what ya gonna do with all that junk all that junk in your trunk
what ya gonna do with all that ass all ass inside your pants
my humps - BEPs

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Aug 21, 2005

a long long long time since

its been ages since i last blogged...not that busy i have been..just rather sianded abt everything that has been happening..uni is such a drag.

i am truly getting old...nuthing seems to be exciting no more..

sarah left for greener pastures today...and we had a proper bball reunion...felt real gd to see us all together..even tho it was to bid farewell to our sarah..

minli and i...lookin rather cool in the cap..i can neber and will never be caught in a cap

amanda and i..i must say i have good looking frens eh

miss luo xin wei sarah...heading to wisconsin to do bio..erps.

god..we look so damn consipated in this pic...who took it AR!?!?!

ladeedars...im like addicted to durian chendol now..its clogging up my intestines...muahahah..super unhealthy...but wth...im doin food and health module...and...have to do some 7 day calorie count assignment...alamaks...sure fail la unless i cheat....hmm.

so yeah..pharmacy is seriously a course where we have to study what doctors mug..but dun end up being doctors..seriously put off by it...and everyones so damn mugger...my weekend just passed by without me touching martini...klass is 8 to 6 tmr.

shit..stomach pain...spoilt coconut milk maybe??

black eyed peas cominggggg.......anyone interesteddd...no one wants to pay..so kiam!!!!

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