so due to the lack of nice good food...except for the catered buffet we had on the last night..oh did i mention i ran away to chels house too..been meeting up with peeps everyday..suntec-s olio and nydc fetish time!!..gonna conquer both theirs and big o-s menus..and the new bakin boys cookies and muffin place next to tony romas is woooohooooo...

wah damn horrible...worst camp ive ever been too..pics however look quite the contrary.
food was freaking horrible..yeah...so like the 7 11 i saw at sentosa was sent from heaven..i RAN and bought cadbury choc during some game briefing...bloody constipated til today..and dun be deceived by the andersen-s in the backdrop..cos no one ate anything else but camp food..was i decided it was very not tactful of me to get it...

just too excited abt my camera phone...haha..so here goes..
anyway..i AM GOING ON A DIET....i am i am..soooo.....yea..i went on my 1st run in eons awhile ago..



i think my act dao look comes out more convincingly after i run..cos im like freaking tired and hungry..

cannot already...everyone is telling me i put on weight..and that whatever im doin is causing that too...alamaksssss...okok...tmr will be a new beginning..since work is over..it will be so much easier to curb wrong eating habits..must just eat veg veg veg...muahahha.....er........i can do it!!!!!!!..lets see if i will get my butt down to kardio skulpt tmr.

and the only guy that looks not too bad in my officeeeeeeeee :)~~~..haha..drooooll....he so nice lor..sms me and sae if wanna eat jap food..call him and he will buy for me for my hard work..he used the work WANNA leh...not WANT TO..but WANNNAAAA...haha okok..sorry.

i finally learnt how to send pics from my phone online!!!...and that taking off the transparent tagging of my phone...will make my pics so much cleareR!!..haha..ive been obsessing over the fragility of my new phone...thus not having the heart to remove that covering..but..considering the fact that i needed to get good pics of colleagues and i..i have done the unthinkable..subjecting my camera to wear and tear...
oh well..here-s what i mean..

with protection

my colleague cum driver who drives us around all the time is treating me to lunch!!..and at cafe cartel!!!..woohoo~..haha..was busy writing post its and distributing marks and spencers goodies around..what can i sae....i dint buy enough!!!...like 10 diff kinds of chocs, tarts, biscuits, puffs werent enough..so i feel kinda bad..but oh well...even the cleaning aunty got smth!....

buffet yesterday was so darn gd...1st round was chiongin for like bread, beef, salmon and various meats....and 2nd round onwards..was just chocolate non stop....designer choc, choc pastries, tiramisu, goreng pisang which i laced with alot of choc sauce, choc icecream..and the choc fountain...

we were all so full..we wanted to puke..and esther was damn hilarious la..like she was goin..'cannot already cannot already'...and immediately she stuck her poking stick into another fruit and dug into the bowl we filled with choc..

it was a couple of first times for me...neber tried raw rock oysters b4...never dared..but dint want to waste amandang 55+++ pax...so i just popped that horrible shit into my bottomless pit..it was truly disgusting...like the smell lingered for such a long time..i had to indulge in more choc to get rid of it..however..for lamb..it was a total diff story...lamb-s like my second best choice to deer..its a cross btwn beef and fish..succulent and tender..DELICIOUS..i totally regretted only trying it after 4 rounds of desserts..i was already filled to my throat..it was as tho the next thing i put into my mouth would be unable to pass down my gullet..and would only be sticking out of my mouth...hahas.

so yeah..we got down to alley bar..where i still ateee..despite being sooo full...some chips and a few sips of pineapple juice..

told myself..i would eat a lil less today..to make up for the gastronomic fantasy ( which gladly evolved into reality ) yesterday...so i dint have breakfast...but by the time lunch came...my stomach had got the best of me..so yeah..i shared caeser salad, deep fried potatoes, brownie and gelato at olio dome with my colleague...was satisfied to a certain extent..so got my ass back to work..and guess what...one and half hrs later...we got ourselves downstairs and bought some pastries and wafers we were supposed to share...but that woman got so full over a pineapple...i finished them all.

GULP.

i got a feeling kickboxing is making me so hungry..i must be building muscles....cos i noe muscles need more calories to expend....

HOW NOW BROWN COW.

i dun wan my amanda ng to GOOooooo...NOOOOooooo...argh..wth.

last day tmr!!...whoopeedoo..and i new tuition khaki!!!..my sis-s classmate..so no need to pay agency!!!!...i just have to find a time slot for her....

oh oh..rebecca tan and desiree siahan..the former-s the VERY famous model in spore..who has e best bod ever...and the latter-s the malay mixed dunno what model that acted in heartlanders...drop dead chiooooo...came to big o for dinner on saturday...and they ATE..im serious..do u noe..its a myth that thin pple dun eat?..cos they eat ALOT....in fact more than normal pple..ok...both of them dint eat a whole lot..but they ate like what normal pple would..tho they dint have dessert..ok..maybe i shall just not have dessert or pastries or sweet stuff...maybe den ill stop complaining that im gaining so much mass in such a short span of time..MAYBE.

its been awhile..so here are some updates

1. yup, i failed..miserably..36 fucking points...have explained why the outcome was this terrible to so many pple..i find it horribly painful to repeat it once again..anyhow..the freaking retest which set me back 300 bucks is in october..maybe thats a way to prevent the increase in road accidents from now til then.

2. going for pharmacy camp..not exactly excited abt it..goin cos it seems like the right thing to do...student union-s is like full..rovers and sports timing clashes with work or other stuff

3. my 1st abercrombie top..im in love with that brand mannnn..kinda slow i noe.

so tmr-s the DAY..the DAY ive been waiting for..i better pass man..i went for revision last week..today and tmr right b4 test..so that makes like almost 200 bucks down the drain..if i fail.....................

ok CHOY CHOY..i must be confident..look PRO...open my eye big big..dun mount kerb..dun smash pole..EMERGENCY brake...dun day dream..act UN BLUR!!..okok...check check check

my teeth pain again..and its partly my fault..cos for lunch..i had like tons of dark choc biscuits..peanut butter bread...and for dinner..was like jap buffet..with all the heaty tempura..not sashimi or udon fault la..cos they are raw or boiled..so yeah..there-s this inflamed lump right smack behind my last grinder in my mouth..just took some panadol extra..so the pain subsided abit..

just had mua coffeebean muffin breakfast..and i decided to get an extra sausage puff..need to have energy...for kickboxing later!!..yup yup..my 1st klass..with val..thing is..i dunno what to wear..and yeah..i dun ever picture myself in those tight tight sweat pants and sports bra thing..so i just gonna sweat it out in my running shorts and pe tshirt..muahahaha...

so yeah..as val was saeing..amore is really value for money..tho i haven went for a single lesson..who knoes..the instructor might just anyhow teach and not push me to my limits!..i wanna lose maximum calories!..its like what..12 lessons for 120 bucks..minus the 36 bucks enrolment..so yeah AMANDA soon..hurry up go and join..den we can go lessons together!!!!!..summore got complimentary gym on the day u go for klass..BUT..amara doesnt have gym..have to go to cine..which is closing down so that the park mall one can open in sept..den haf to go bugis..AIYOOooo..so mafan..hmm

hmm..they got like other klasses..like yoga lah..aerobic la..step la..dance la..but i prob only goin for kickboxing and pilates..WHY no GYM at AMARA!!!!...ok nvm

so health checkup had its ups and downs..1st was ht and wt....heng i dint shrink man!!!!..and yu noe its damn screwed lor..the board saes for a medium size version of people my ht..my ideal weight should be 66 or smth?!?..haha..but chel realised that was for MEN..so yeah..the women one saed 59!?..ok..so like i can put on 5 kg and still not be normal?..wah lau..lie to pple wan la..if like that..my sis prob needs to see a dietician for life man..did i tell u she had to see one a few years back?..she-s like 166 and 39kg..im a freaking whale next to her la..when i go out with her..everyone think i eat up her food..horrible horrible..so anyway...i put on weight..and im too ashamed to sae how much more..so yeah..AMORE!!!..yu better me my saving grace.

shit..why did i eat what i just ate just now..i should have went for corn or tomato or cucumber.

okok..so yeah..the reason why im like wasting my precious moolah at a gym..is to be able to maintain my weight and still eat anything i want...muahahhaha..not that im not eating what i want now..haiyah..im spouting crap.

so yeah...chiara chel and i decided to drop by obriens for a cramboo club..apparently its their largest sandwich..wah..i like obriens MAN!..gonna frequent there already..but i think if u dun share..its kinda ex..9 plus..its 3 slices of toast with thick thick slices of a few meats and creamy cheese!

wah lau..val just msged to sae she cant make it today cos her mommy dun allow cos got bowling competition.. wth..so ill just go malu myself in shorts and tshirt la..2pid val..whole day sae wan to exercise!!!..i bet yu havent went swimming everyday like u said yu would!...haha..she die..they gonna forfeit her lesson..cos if u dun call and cancel 5 hrs b4..they dun care abt u!!..i helped her call..but they only open at 10am!..orbeegoot.

i have sinned.

for the past week..ive been having large bags of lays cheddar cheese and sour cream..i neber had a habit of snacking on chips..til i started working.

and today..snacking hit a super high..

breakfast was double choc chip muffin from coffee bean..with some oreo cookies..
lunch was double choc chip muffin from mrs fields..mud pie from coffee bean..and a whole bag of lays..the 3 dollars plus kind!!!..im dead..this method of snacking leaves me wanting more..and i neber seem to be full...worse still..my colleague is a uber small eater..so we dun get to share calories..bought female..so yeah..20 bucks ( nearly my whole shift at big O ) just went down the drain..im a bloody glutton la!

i need to get back to my normal eating habits..for so many reasons i do not want to state..ok but when did i have normal habits?

gahh..i have like health checkup tmr for uni..im dreading it..the last time i weighed myself was like during the time where exercise was integral in my life..so hitting the scales wasnt an awful event..

damn bored la..well at least there-s a nice weekend to look forward to..nicer hair..nicer complexion..nicer nails..HurHUR..welll thing is..my new colleague..the one thats taking over me..freelances at her aunts manicure shop..so im goin over..all the way to tanah merah to get fake nails..yeah..and hopefully ill have a nice set soon..seems she-s gonna give me a good price..50 perhaps..ah oh well..anything to rid me of the awful habit!

so the farewell for me-s confirmed on the 22nd at some bt timah jap restaurant..hmm..aint into jap food..but im accomodating man..

gonna be so free after 5th july..im thinking of signing up for gym sports to pass the afternoons away....pilates or yoga or kickboxing?...but i wan companion...VALERIE LEE..AMANDA SOON..raise up ur hand!

oh my god..im getting more and more boring as the days go by..i can just feel it.